THIS FUCKFEST IS OVER



so i've been told existence precedes essence, but that doesn't matter so much. it does not change anything. my priorities are still as follows:
-get enough iron
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-I don't have priorities
My libido wants to cater to 50 year old married men. why?
Tiffany says i have a "secret life," which is entirely plausible. I mean, just think about it. This fabrication is more exciting than reality.
songs to excite yr neurons (if yer neurons are like my neurons)
Ernie K. Doe - Here Come The Girls
Mina_ Se telefonando _ 1966 + INTRO
skip to 0:45.
"Guaglione" translated into english (at least, what this record sleeve tells me!)-- Go away, little one! You're making a big fool of yourself. You're only a baby and you want a woman! Run to your mama, small fry . . . tell her your troubles. She will understand you.
*best performed by a sassy woman. i do not like male versions of this song.
"Scapricciatiello" -- Listen to me, stubborn mule! Leave this blonde for men who can handle her kind. You think you know her, but she confuses you with a hundred moods. Leave her or her beauty will mean tears for you.
I could go on and on...
i felt like listening to ugly visceral sounds...guttural noises...the sort of sounds with only the slightest bit of civility.
now i just wanna listen to something lovely, something real pretty.
boy oh boy, at night it sure gets heavy...don't it? IT ALL COMES DOWN TO--well, i don't even know...maybe you could tell me.
I've watched 2,023 on youtube since Dec 5, 2008.
1/3 of those views are attributed to this video:
It appears my immune system has collapsed and welcomed two fancy bacterial infections into my system.
One is a cold (constant sniffling/coughin/sore throat/sore body/tired), the other is called Pericoronitis (by self-diagnosis). Luckly, it has only affected one tooth. IT is swollen gums, sore lymph nodes, and THROBBInG pain. I refuse to go to the dentist. It's likely they will tell me that I need my wisdom teeth extracted. This entire process seems entirely unnecessary considering that my teeth are not impacted. The only reason I have an infection is because my weakened immune system (from my cold) allowed a bacterial infection in my gums to grow (this, from not cleaning the area well enough.) This does not mean you have to pull out four perfectly good teeth for absolutely no reason. Fucking absurd. I understand, though. God said, "I will have the mortal form produce four additional molars for the very purpose that a Dentist will extract them in an operation. It shall be so."
Granted, people may have had less teeth in the Colgate-less past, making these new teeth useful. Ah Ah i dunno. I'm really just trying to make an argument because I don't want to go to the dentist. I think that's it.
taking asprins to alleviate pain. we will see what comes of this. until then, i am miserable (partly due to this cold.)
how i'm feelin:
this one nice:
- Fixed my cassette player
- Saw
casually enter a Barnes & Nobles in Fresno -
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DNA - blonde redhead
oh no, embedding disabled
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRSzGbuhF0g