i hope you all had a lovely christmas (if that's the sort of thing you're into.)
Odetta passed away last week.
I witnessed the inception of a new terrible new epoch and in response gave a few brisk intakes of breath because i did not know what else to do... truly, truthfully, i did not know what else to do. my hands were bound and strapped to a metal pinning in the valley floor and i was capable only of an effervescent ..effort. real shiny, real purdy, real important. I stepped on a stolen soapbox and said, 'gather round, come one come all, watch the debilitating unpardonable offenses that life brings to the table: sex, a digestive tract full of feces and the saddest contemplations of man." the crowd bowed down and crowned me their king. i said, 'thank ya, thank ya but i think i'll pass... maybe in my next life.'
AND THEN THE NEXT THING YOU KNOW is...
AMelia, the queen of the skies
unfinished, because b&n closes too early. so, have you heard about that book Twilight featuring a storyline composed of two young vampires falling in love or something? i bet it is terrible,
done in a hasty rage last night. kinda ugly hahahahahahahahaha
ahhhahhhh, another night of no sleep. surprisingly, i am zestful and energetic. today was a good day! hooray!
fairly forlorn?
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a 36-hour rush... a waken state accompanied by lugubrious motions and slow thoughts. the anti-hallucinogen. take a deep inhale and hold reality in your lungs for a bit, expel it.. release it through nostrils and teeth. experience the self-induced coma that results.
HOLY HEEL MA IM ILLITERIT
A GROSS OVERESTIMATION OF THE DECENCY OF ALL
nah... i'm lying. generally, i've been quite satisfied with all of those with in my general proximity.(i find this font color contemptible.)
one of those nice gloomy days. haven't exactly gone to school this week but feel very exhausted. now, now, what's that all about?
this is quite a song. few songs are as beautiful. i've been trying to get my hands on this, but it's a bit pricey. maybe next after next pay. after all, i should get a reward for working so extensively this week...
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and, a quote from what i am reading at the moment:
"Men are the thing to be afraid of, always, men and nothing else."
doesn't quite have a ring to it, but it's the message that matters. a lot tends to get lost after translation. maybe it was only the context it was placed in that made it good to me. who knows... but i liked it enough to write it down and so i'll write it down here as well. from Celine's Journey to the End of the Night.
